Friday, July 18, 2008

Now I'm scared

So I always thought maybe He'd wait till the last minute to get everything accomplished...and I thought I was okay with that. But that was before I was actually in the last minute. Now it's nearing the "last minute" and I'm scared. I'm still waiting for so many things...There's still so many things to be done...



Will my boxes ever make it back?

Will I get the paperwork ready in time to take my cats with me?

Will I actually pull myself together enough to put my car up for sale?

Will I be able to pack?

Will I get enough support money?

Will I remember all the little things I need for even making it across the Atlantic?



Crazy, crazy, stressful thoughts!



Remind me again...our God is faithful right? He's sovereign. He's a provider. It will all work for His glory right?

I am reminded of a quote I found from Mother Teresa... "I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much." I guess He's got a higher opinion of me than I have of myself.

2 comments:

Traci said...

You're doing GREAT!!! Can't wait to see you in October in VIENNA!!!

f.aunt jackie said...

WOW! Your support has grown since I last looked. I know you are not at 100% for your support, but you're so close and over the startup costs. God knows exactly what you need and when you need it. We all worry so needlessly. We are so much more concerned with time than He, because He sees the whole picture. This is just another confirmation that He is watching and working on your behalf. He loves you and so do I.